spt:water mama

okay, so this isn't exactly a "self" portrait, nor super creative. but its all i've got for the moment. i'm so grateful for all you've said in the last post. it wasn't meant to be a "tell me how you love me" post, but it feels like that! i like to reassess my web identity once in a while-get a range of views of how my words are perceived. many of you said that you come here for inspiration-one of those concepts i still wrestle with from time to time. i think i get it now. my mind goes into a bubble sometimes and i grow foggy. your words help me squeegee the glass. thank you! water water water. i think we've received over four inches of rain in the past 24 hours. what a gift from the sky. though i am anxious to get outside and tromp around in the sagebrush with a babe strapped to my body, i am so so happy that the mighty pines are getting a much-needed drink. winter has been a bit wimpy thus far and the dreaded bark beetle strikes when moisture is low, killing many of our sacred friends. elementally speaking, water is feminine energy, emotions flowing, creations beginning. i see earthworms on the driveway-i yearn for them to stay on the earth! hurry back before the sun comes out and bakes you to a noodley crunch! earthworms teach us of casting off in order to create fertile soil. if we work over the old thouroughly, we are free to move on to the new. today i am holding in my body. the stress of a couple of unresolved issues linger in my trapezius. i know that when i make the phone calls, file the paperworks, finish going through the channels of operations, i will be free to create new energy. until i do, i think i'll just help the earthworms get back to the soil....